Hello Family,    SO I made it to San Javier. Saying goodbye was really hard
to do. I love love loved my converts in Santa Sabina. It was
 really cute cause the 4 bachelors I baptized (ages 20 to 41) got
 together and made me a movie...so cute! They are all friends
 now. I was sad to say bye to Hna Hardy too...she was perfect...
      Ok so San Javier is the exact opposite of Santa Sabina. A huge
sector with a little branch of 40 people who attend (out of 400
 total) a little house turned into a church building...there is lots to
 be done. I prayed all week the week before I came that the Lord
 would help me to love the sector and the people right away, but
 the first day I got there when my companion was explaining to
 me what the sector was like, I couldn’t help but miss Consti
 (because I am so close but so far away) and Santa Sabina
 (becuase the ward is huge and strong). Its just that we had no
 investigators (the other 2 sisters took them all) and it is just so
 sad to see how poorly the branch is doing.
       Ok so in Thursday morning we had a meeting with our
 AMAZING ward mission leader who used to be the branch
 president for 40 years. He is the only active returned
 missionary in the city. I asked him about the branch and he
 expressed how his dream before he dies is that there is a
strong ward here with a chapel. Later we had lunch that day
 with a cute couple who expressed the same thing. So hearing
 them got my heart involved and I have to say that I think I
 am working harder and with more heart than I ever have in
 my entire mission. This sector needs us and I am happy to
 serve. We have done lots of less active visits and are talking
 to EVERYONE in the streets inviting them ALL to be
baptized right then and there...I know sounds crazy right.
 I feel like Alma or something. I have to say that I have
 never been more physically exhausted. It is kinda desert-ish
 here so it is really hot. And we walk probably about 8 miles
 on average a day QUICKLY cause we are always in a hurry.
 And since there are so few active members, they don’t give
 us as many lunches. (But don’t worry I am eating). I have
 never been so tired. Honestly every day is like an internal
 battle. My spirit wants to give everything I have but my
 body is weak and adjusting. My feet are killing me these
 days since my shoes are practically unusable. But I
 promised the Lord I would give it all I’ve got. I came
 across a scripture the other day that made me feel good
 about the way I am working: 
   “Therefore, that we should waste and wear out our lives
 in bringing to light all the hidden things of darkness,
wherein we know them; and they are truly manifest from
 heaven”  (D&C 123:13)
        I think the most exhausting part of it all is that I realized
 when I got here that what this branch needs most is ánimo
 (I dont remember that word sorry), they need their spirits
 lifted and need faith. So in every visit we do with the
 members (active, less active, inactive) I put on my game
 face and charisma it up...honestly thats what they need. I
go in their all smiley and super confident and loving and
joke around with them and tell them that the ward WILL
grow and that I want to help. I know it sounds really
Obama-ish but it’s had an effect already. The members
 already have confidence with me (in my last sector it took
 like 3 months maybe) and already have their spirits lifted.
 We had 52 people at church on Sunday which is more than
 they've had in a long time. Obviously, I know that that’s not
 all me but I am greatful that the Lord is using my as an
 instrument in his hands. I bore my testimony on Sunday and
told them all I believed in miracles and that I was willing to
 work for a miracle. One sister told me that she had been
praying that something would change in the branch and she
 feels like the fact that we got there was what she was praying for.
         Please please pray for me. Pray that I will have energy and
 that my feet won’t limit me. Pray that we will know how to use
 our time wisely. Pray that we will know who to talk to and
what to say to find people who will agree to be baptized and
 becaome strong members of the church. Pray that I will know
 which investigators I should drop and which I should work
 with. I need prayers now more than ever. 
           I am sad I only have 3 months here. I am thinking of asking
 for an extension. What do you all think of the idea? 
              Love you all a ton!
                     Camille